I wrote my resolution this year, I would go to several countries. Not advanced country but most of developing countries. I am so interested in natural and cultural objects. Until now, I have not gone to one of my several written country list.
Here, I want to say God is good. Through our study excursion of urban planning, the committee decided Bangkok as the destination city we will study. At first, I refused the offer. Why? That time I thought Bangkok is not a typo I wished to see, especially the adultery happening there. Although I do not have chance to go to what I would like to, He pushed me to go to Bangkok.
I realized I got enlightment when God asked Isaiah who would go for His calling? Isaiah went and took the calling because (1) he was nobody, but through God's compassion and mercy, he would like to be somebody, and turned into significant when he walked for it, (2) even he disapproved the calling, God still could use a donkey to speak His words to Israelites, but God loves an ordinary man, so that through his weakness, everyone could see true person behind the work, Jesus.
I had ever prayed to God: God, use me for your glory, use me for your tool, even to people whom nobody would not like to preach, even to place where nobody would not like to go, even to time when nobody woud not like to spare, I will. This prayer came and encouraged me to go to Bangkok, the city of adultery and sex trafficking industry. God wants to heal Bangkok, as He wanted to heal Niniveh. So what would happen if I run from His calling? Read the story of Jonah and you will understand the love of God noone can avoid.
Finally today I will go to Bangkok for 4 days. Gonna share you what I experience there and spiritual fellowship God will show then. I really want to sow and shout: Bangkok for His glory!
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